Monday, 12 May 2014

Critical Reflection on my Professional Practitioner Inquiry

Module 2 has created pathways in developing my inquiry. I have discovered more about my practice (dance) and its environment through a challenging new phase of my life, unemployed and injured and thus from an outside perspective, with the support from various fellow dancer friends and teachers at the UCT ballet school and worldwide. By finding out other theories on research, being actively involved in discussion groups, and most importantly questioning about the professional ballet world, I have been able to have a clear vision of an inquiry I would so love to explore into and share- the deeper meanings of why ballet dancers enjoy dancing so much, and what are their inspirations and motivations to keep them going? The tasks have helped tremendously in its development.

Part 4- developing ideas
Professional inquiry is a ‘way to learn about what you are doing.’ The three distinct learning mechanisms that helped with the development of my inquiry were:
·      Work Based learning-idea came about gaining some invaluable experience within a work-based environment.
·      Double loop learning
·      Transdisciplinary

I developed lines of inquiry in Health and Fitness and Artistry vs. Sport. Though seeming quite far-fetched from the final inquiry, the discovery process brought me to the finished product:
·      Creating mind maps all relating to the idea of my enthusiasm in a well being of a dancer, mentally and physically, to find inspiration in the explanation of why I love what I do.
·      SIG groups- looking at others’ questions
·      Watching the Cape Town international Competition, but most importantly whilst injured
·      Light bulb idea

I was able to gain more insight from the SIG groups on my decided topic as well as from some other ballet dancer’s responses. I surprisingly gained thorough feedback, picking up on key points in their reasoning to dance, the motivational aspects as well as arising problems.
I used some of these key themes for researching literature:
Þ   Music is a known factor of inspiration, looking into more scientific articles to gain reasoning behind this wonderful relationship of ‘moving to the beat’ and why it happens.
Þ   Anthropology en Pointe is a blog all about motivation and ballet dancers:
o   Numerous topics discussed relate to my idea.
o   Explores the possibility of dancers being able to relate to  Maslow’s hierarchy of needs’ where this profession is believed to provide us with every need categorized in this pyramid.
o   Biggest inspiration to create a video footage as part of the finished project.
Þ   Motivation itself is what keeps a dancer going through everything, which could easily link to the various ‘theories of motivation.

I thus realised the fundamental reason to dancing is the enjoyment, therefore narrowing it down to why dancers enjoy dancing.

Part 5- Ethics

By first distinguishing how ethics is involved in my profession, to researching what is expected opened up my eyes to what ethics entails. I learnt about the connection between ethics and morality, relating to not your individual self but also in a professional environment. Researching more into the ethics in professional dance, I discovered the idea of sticking to basic moral grounds to then be able to work around the rules for the greater benefit. Therefore being able to move on to using this knowledge for my own inquiry.

Part 6- Planning Inquiry

Before going into too much detail about the tools of inquiry, I had decided to use a more qualitive method for my inquiry- feeds off personal experiences, feelings and opinions. After reading about different tools, I decided to use interviewing as my main source of data collection as well as surveys to initiate ideas, and literature sources to gain more knowledge and evidence about the topic.

From testing the pilot interviews I was able to find out my approach to anaylsing the information, gaining advice and general sub-topics.

Friday, 2 May 2014

Further responses- injured perspective

Got the MOST amazing feedback from a great dancer on her views, and from the perspective of experiencing a long term injury...

Dancers and particularly Ballet Dancers find their happiness through dance from such a young age. We are almost addicted to it. It’s kind of an unhealthy obsession being a professional dancer/athlete. You’re addicted to the endorphins and the feeling of working really hard. As dancers we always want to impress people and basically be able to show off and feel special. We therefore, tie a lot of our happiness onto being successful in dance because that is all that we have known for so long. It’s a clear path to a future from such a young age that when it's taken away from you for reasons beyond your control, such as injury or developing the wrong body shape, then you can be left kind of shell shocked because you just don't know what else to do. Body shape generally starts from about puberty so it is not as hard to deal with as say a life ending injury that can happen at any point in your training or career. You don't know what else is out there and you have never had to fully face what you would do outside of dance. When your friends aren't faced with that kind of situation then you feel isolated from them too and you don't have anyone who can relate. Often even people who have been injured in the past soon forget how hard it was for them or there experience is totally different to yours. Friends outside of dance will show perhaps a bit of support over an injury but when it is long term, even dancer friends who have had injuries begin to lose interest. With major injuries that require an uncertain and prolonged recovery period, you are mainly scared about the fact that you don't know if it will work if you choose to continue with dance and that scares you because you don't want to get your hopes up again only to feel what you think will be worse than what you are already feeling- a betrayal of your own body. It is a natural self-protection mechanism to be doubtful and scared of an uncertain future. What you have to remember as a young dancer is that a lot of people our age don't know what they want to do with their lives and that’s ok. This is why it's so important to find yourself outside of the dance world. I really believe it’s important for you to do some extra reading and try to force yourself to look into everything. I understand how draining it is to feel depressed from injury and all the associated negativities that it comes with and you just want to ignore it and distract yourself or go to sleep however, it's only you who can force yourself to get out to this place in your head. It is important to make use of your time off. This can be by exploring other interests (which can be anything-photography, art, science or writing). Whatever helps you grow as a person, will help you grow as an artist. And this is what separates the ranks in the companies and gives a person resilience. Life experience makes you the dancer you are. All dancers reflect their personality and growth in the art form. It is the rawest form of human expression because it is literally your body expressing idea or message. This being said-once you reach a certain point in your rehabilitation it is most certainly a full time job. Most people do not appreciate this if they have not experience it. Recovering is as tiring as a full time curriculum. Motivation can come from other inspirations in life. Perhaps you can be inspired by other athletes-most of whom have overcome adversities to reach the levels they are currently competing at. This can include other dancers. I remember reading articles from Jenna Roberts and Jamie Bond from Birimingham Royal Ballet that really inspired and humbled me. When you have gone through a major injury and rehabilitation you become a much more mature dancer. You have far more appreciation for the art form and freedom of performing it. My point is basically this: Adversity makes the dancer. Injuries can be a blessing in disguise. This is all from an injured perspective however I can say that my motivation lies in all that I have learnt from my injury. I am fascinated by the mental and physical link that dancers entwine with their bodies through dance. I think it is extremely humbling to work as hard as we do. I love to see intelligent dancers working in class. There is always that unobtainable perfection that we are striving for. As much as I believe it is important to find yourself outside of dance-I know that it is a major part of me. It has molded me into the person I am today. I don’t believe we can ever really separate ourselves from dance as professional artists, as this is a way of life. It is impossible to have a work life and a personal life as often this is completely entwined. This can be hard. But the bonds you form with people are often stronger than many people experience. Dance inspires me to better myself. It has guided me for most of my life and will continue to guide me into the future.

Thursday, 24 April 2014

Theories of Motivation- Literature Review 3

Motivation itself has a full on connection to why ballet dancers keep on dancing. They are always willing to go through and face the pressures of the industry because they have goals or dreams to conquer that are more important than dealing with the hardships.
This fantastic source of literature gives an in depth explanation on all the different types of the unconscious and conscious motivations. Here I have typed out some of my own notes and pointers, exploring the relations of these theories in ballet dancers.


Intrinsic motivation- Driven by interest and enjoyment of task itself, ‘exists within individual’ (own accord/choice)
Þ   Dancers express feelings from within
Extrinsic motivation- comes from outside the individual, when you perform an activity in order to gain an outcome
Þ   Can lead to over-justification and reduction of interest in intrinsic motivations/desirability within
Þ   However with some extrinsic boundaries, can enhance the desirability of activity

*More rewarding for themselves to dance?
*Do the extrinsic benefits, motives contribute them to keep going?

Push Factors - Connected with internal forces (e.g. need for something)
                           -Stimulated by external and situational aspects of motivation
Pull Factors   - External factors that create desirability for that activity/goal

°As several motives can occur at the same time, you can’t assume that only one motive drives an individual to perform an action

How does this all connect to professional ballet?
·      Dancers feel the internal forces, and need/desire to dance (intrinsic and/or push)
o   Feeling ‘whole,’ express feelings, creativity, enjoyment, food for the soul, passion and love for it, adrenalin, and emotions to express
·      Extrinsic/pull factors are included too
o   Job, keeps body fit, pays salary, fame, competition, promotion, and certain roles, music?


*What is a more effective type of motivation? Intrinsic or extrinsic? Push or pull   factors?
*Is a balance between the two involved, to keep dancers going?


Drive or Desire

“A deficiency or need that activated behaviour that is aimed at a goal or an incentive.” (Drive-Dictionary.com)

A drive/desire originates from an individual’s feelings and doesn’t require external incentives to stimulate their behaviour.

*Relation:
-       When not dancing, an inner desire is established to want to dance (Injury, on holiday etc.)
-       Deficient in a certain move, e.g. if challenging, the dancer will act upon it and be motivated to practice?

Another perspective- Drive-reduction theory:
Where strength of drive increases if it is not satisfied, and once satisfied there is less of a desire to perform that activity/behaviour.
E.g. after dancing you become tired- After a long day of dancing generally you feel satisfied, which leads on a desire to rest afterwards because that is what you lack at that point in time…

Incentive theory
When a reward is presented after an action/behaviour has happened, with the intention for it to occur again
Þ   Positive meaning to the behaviour
Þ   More immediate the reward, greater the effect
Þ   Repetitive reward- becomes a habit.
(Does it become a habit to dance? - class, certain warm up, exercises result in the reward to dance better?)

Motivation + Behaviour- influenced by beliefs.
-       Engage in activity that is believed to increase/gain reward, goal or feelings

*What rewards do ballet dancers feel they gain once they have danced in?:
-       Class
-       Warm up or exercise
-       Rehearsals
-       Performing, on the stage
-       Other exercise
*Do any dancers feel it is now a habit at a professional level?
*Is it based on belief that dancing will bring reward? How do they judge what is rewarding? Moral values...

Incentive theory= Positive reinforcement
The stimulation leads to creating/conditioned to make the person happier or satisfied
Þ   Dancing releases endorphins, and feelings of wholeness
Þ   Stretching more to achieve goal of higher legs
Þ   Practicing to achieve a tricky movement/piece of choreography

Drive= Negative Reinforcement
Stimulation to carry on knowing it will remove the punishment
Þ   Do class every day to improve technique, so improves lines and aesthetics of your movement
Þ   Exercise to keep strong and reduce risk of injury
Þ   Rest to eliminate pain from injury


“For those who received no extrinsic reward, self determination theory proposes that extrinsic motivation can be internalized by the individual if the task fits with their values and beliefs, and therefore helps to fulfill their basic psychological needs.”
This article moves on to reflecting how motivation derives from providing an individual’s needs.

Motivation:  “The process used to allocate energy to maximize the satisfaction of needs” (Pritchard and Ashwood definition)
*Reflecting upon articles, my pilot interviews, discussion and my own experience, the inner feelings in the enjoyment to dance comes with a ‘need’ to- giving the reason of ‘just because!’
I feel this can suggest that if you want to satisfy a need, you will act upon it and allocate time and effort towards that need. Ballet dancers will dance to satisfy their need to move… well this is how I feel!

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs
“People are motivated by unsatisfied needs”
1.     Physiological (hunger, thirst, sleep)
2.     Safety/security/health
3.     Belongingness/love/friendship
4.     Self-esteem/recognition/achievement
5.     Self actualization

As a human being, we can relate to motivating ourselves to provide us with these needs.
*How does dancing fit into this? Do ballet dancers feel that their profession provides them with all of these?

Maslow believes ‘only unsatisfied needs influence behaviour’ and action.
Point of note: as ballet especially strives for that never attainable perfection, is this why they always want to improve and push forward? Is it the case where they are instantly trying to satisfy the needs of perfection, which will technically always be unsatisfied to some extent?

*Idea:
To test whether ballet/dance provides basic needs to professional dancers, give list of the 16 basic desires and ask them to tick which they feel provide them.

Herzberg’s two-factor theory
Factors in the workplace that create job satisfaction

Motivators: challenging work, responsibility, recognition
Þ   Working on challenging choreo, roles in a ballet, representing a company, leading a group piece
Hygiene Factors: Status, job security, salary- doesn’t necessarily motivate but is de-motivating when absent.
Þ   Injury creating lck in job security
Þ   No job/unemployed/contract cuts
Þ   Rejection in auditions
Þ   Salary cutbacks due to lack of funding in the arts

Self-determination theory: Elements
       Humans are inherently proactive with their potential and mastering their inner forces (such as drive and emotions).
       Humans have an inherent tendency towards growth, development and integrated functioning.
       Optimal development and actions are inherent in humans but they do not happen automatically.
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motivation- self determination theory)

Goal setting theory
When an individual has a drive to reach a certain goal or clearly defined end state- often a reward in itself
Þ   Relates to the idea of how ballet dancers motivate themselves to overcome challenges, achieve their goals to perhaps feel rewarded?

Models of behavioural change:
When there is a new, unexpressed behaviour, there might be a change in the behaviour that can seem or become more important than the current motivation. Main causes:
                Instigation (Ts) - increases tendency when an activity has intrinsic ability to satisfy;
                Inhibition (Taf) - decreases tendency when there are obstacles to performing an activity; and
                Consummation - decreases a tendency as it is performed.
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motivation- Models of behaviour change)

*Are there behavioural changes in ballet, when it comes to motivation?

Attribution theory

A process by which an individual believes how the causes of success and failure affect motivations from emotions
Þ   Intrapersonal- self directed emotions and thoughts from one’s self/feelings
Þ   Interpersonal- Beliefs about responsibility of others and their impact on other’s emotions

*Talks about seeking positive feedback from failures- used as motivation
Þ   Use emotion from failure to motivate, to then fix it and succeed

*Dancers deal with constant failure, but they are known to be self drive, that these failure could perhaps help keep them going?
*To be so self driven- a vital attribute to have as a ballerina?





Monday, 21 April 2014

Award Title- 6C

Having achieved a Diploma in Dance with Trinity College of London, it seems most appropriate to further my studies with BA (Hons) in Professional Practice in Dance, gaining greater in-depth knowledge in my chosen field to inspire young aspiring ballet dancers in the future.  

Dancing has been a part of my life ever since my 1st ballet class at aged 4. Whether it was my inspiring teacher (who encouraged us to pretend to push shopping trolleys in our mothers’ high heels/ let us be fairies in the forest) or the beautiful grand white tutus that I would always dream of wearing, I will never know, but perhaps the combination of all those factors contributed to the path I took, and lead me to where I am now.
Ever since I was little, practicing various styles- ballet, contemporary, jazz, tap, flamenco. I had the privilege of being part of wonderful ballet schools, dance studios, a select ballet academy, a tap company, and a flamenco company, and was privileged to tap at the Swiss and the World Tap Championships.
Joining a full time vocational ballet school meant that I was serious about pursuing a career as a professional dancer. The environment was invigorating, and the new ballet life became more real as opportunities came up to dance and tour with world-renowned companies in England, and a neo-classical/contemporary company in Singapore

I’d like my inquiry to focus specifically on professional ballet dancers, and their compelling reasons why they enjoy dancing. It not only sets to explore their inspirations and motivations in their choice to follow the classical ballet path, but also aims to inspire ballet dancers and share the magic of the classical ballet world to others. Therefore I would like to specify the award title to ‘Dance’ because it is the field of practice I work in and benefit from, and it is within the area my inquiry will focus on.


I plan to continue pursuing this career, as long as I am able, and even afterwards I would still like to be involved in this magical world of dance. Therefore I believe the award title of a BA Honors in Dance will help me in doing so for my future career.

Monday, 14 April 2014

Response to Inquiry questions- 4C

A very much delayed post on some responses, but got some great feedback from one professional ballet dancer!
Why do you dance? 
What stimulates you, and motivates you to keep going through all the hardships of a professional ballet dancer?

I think there are three main reasons that keeps me dancing and what motivated me most to continue during the hard times: performing ; the creativity on it and the many types of dance and areas that you can work ; the physical involvement on it. 

Performance is the main goal for dancers and I always felt more motivated after great performances. Even the bad ones challenge me to get better. To be on stage is a unique feeling , I always felt that I was finally alone. On stage just you decide , is just you in control. You deliver your whole body for the audience. Nobody can stop you. I enjoy this loneliness. I also enjoy the energy of all others involved , the expectation and how tired you are after performing. One of the things that I am most enjoying this year is that I perform every day. Always when I was feeling that i wanted to stop , once i was in stage i thought: no , I cant stop... that can be associate with the other point that i mentioned. 

The creativity involved on the dance world really motivates me. I am an open minded person , who likes to experiment new stuff and is far away from dreaming to be a white swan. I get super excited once i am learning a new a totally different choreo or discover other type of class , other style. When i watch performances from different dance companies and realize how many types of perform exist , and are amazing , really motivates me to keep going and to find my place. The challenge is a great feeling... so when i perform and realize how i love to be on stage , and how many ways i can be on stage.Contemporary , Neoclassical , Classical , many choreographers , musicals , physical theater 

When i watch a company I think there are three main reasons that keeps me dancing and what motivated me most to continue during the hard times: performing ; the creativity on it and the many types of dance and areas that you can work ; the physical involvement on it- doing something that i never saw and involves me , is really motivating. 

The third one is the physical aspect. Yes we feel a lot of pain , yes we get really tired. But is addictive and we cant stop for a long time. I feel my body different when i am shape and i enjoy this feeling. And how many times dance also helped me to forget about my problems. I think even is a decide to stop dancing , i wont stop danicng totally because is a type of exercise which is diffferent from any gym , pilates , yoga session...and i think it also motivates me , because i end up enjoying the healthy life style.





Thursday, 10 April 2014

Key topics picked up….


SIG’s

Findings on Pilot Interviews- A few fellow BAPP students, also ballet dancers

Why enjoy dancing:
·      Stage and performing
·      Love and passion
·      Music
·      Can’t imagine anything else
·      Only thing have known
·      Control over mind and body
·      Sense of let down if quit

Why ballet?
Elegance
Athleticism
Challenging and rewarding- sense of achievement
Base genre of all styles
Style enjoy most
Short-lived career

Stimulations
·      Music
Þ   Portray what music expresses
Þ   Inspiration for Choreography
Þ   Sense of freedom
·      Interesting choreography

Challenges
·      Job finding
·      Rejection, casting
·      Injury
·      Maintaining physicality- health and fitness
·      Technique- looking as perfect as possible
Overcoming
·      Positivity
·      Keep fit
·      Balance between training and free time
·      Talk to friends and family
·      Gym- endorphins, exercise,
·      Eat well, Rest
·      Surround self in same situation- moral support
Links to the idea of motivation helping to overcome these sorts of challenges, and have been able to identify a few of these factors. Now I would like to know, for instance, how to keep positive. Find guidelines- dancers experiences, literature, blogs etc.

Motivation/Inspiration
·      Feeling on stage- Endorphins
·      Watching others, famous dancers, mentors- does watching help? Mirror Neurons…
·      Teachers as a guidance
·      Friend’s successes
·      Music- again, a huge factor!

Survey Results:

Generally I picked up similar answers to the interviews. Looking back at the two I realised some questions were similar, and led to the dancers repeating themselves. I also found that some written questions in the survey gave better answers to that in the interview. One comment even stated how I should look at the wording of my questions to promote opening up lines of inquiry instead of leading to/giving answers I may believe myself.